Note: I wrote this a while ago and felt that now was an appropriate time to post it.
you need to stop overanalyzing. you need to stop freaking out. you need to stop taking the pen out of My hands. it’s My pen, remember? you gave it to Me. you said I could have it, but you keep taking it back.
I am not surprised by this, but I want you to trust Me. that’s all. can you? I know you can’t do it by yourself. you have to ask for faith, annie. I will give it to you–I promise. remember, I can do immeasurably more than all you ask or imagine! I can give you faith, if you ask. please ask, annie. it would delight Me to give you faith. I want you to believe that I have only your very best interests at heart. I want you to believe that someday you may meet someone who will reflect My love to you in a way no one else can. yes, annie, I want you to believe that I can send you a husband. I can’t and won’t say I will, because that may not be My perfect plan for you, but annie, no matter what happens, I want to be your first love. and no matter what happens, I am still in control.
I love you, annie.
I love you more than you will ever be able to understand.